I was sick to my stomach for weeks leading up to and after I made my decision to start dating. The thought of not dating and dating Josh seemed both equally as terrifying. One just seemed a little less lonely. I had no peace in life about anything. No peace with God. I was gradually getting more and more ill. More hormone problems… no cycles… constant hunger and fatigue… depression…weight gain.

* Knock * Knock* *Knock*

My heart sank. I knew the instant I heard the knocking that it was Josh.

I was left alone at my sisters house to babysit their little girl while her and her husband went on a run Sunday afternoon. In the meantime Josh shows up.

I started having increased health issues, hormones problems, stomach issues, constant fatigue and migraines. S.A. didn’t cause it, I had them before I went but it just continued after I got home. I threw myself into my job and just kept going on in life.

The moment I first caught a glimpse of Josh I knew one day I would marry him. Something about him seemed so calming. It was love at first sight. At the ripe old age of 12 I knew he was the one for me.

Wow. It’s been a minute since I’ve been here! Ha. Lots of normal life, mom-ing and the likes. But I’m slowly starting to get back into posting here and there and have been wanting to get this post up for a while. I’m so looking forward to this one, it consists of all my current favorites. Things I wear, listen to and other things that bring me joy currently.